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I’M NOT DEAD.

Or maybe metaphorically.

I would love it if I had enough time to make observations about myself and the world so I can update this space with charming philosophical hypothesis with anecdotes and witty asides.

Or if I were really desperate I could be vapid and gloss over the fact that my life is devoid of reflection by posting lots of fancy town photos with food and dresses.

Or if I were trying to be elusive I could post insinuative whimsical statements about my deep inherent emotions and struggles with the world.

But nein. I don’t even know what I’m so busy with, but I just am. I’ve had no time for proper reflection – right now my outlook in life is mired and I haven’t sorted out what I really think about things. Also, I am kind of grim about human beings in general. But give me some time to think that through.

I had two days and a night off after Block Tests which I unfortunately did not fully exploit – I was so exhausted I spent a good amount of time at home sleeping. Now it’s back to the books and school and really, no whimsy for me.

The amount of Is in this post says vaguely something about my priorities now.

Also, this:

Which Xinyi and Beni at all costs banned me from uploading on Facebook. WHY? It’s so adorable. Anyway it will be here so your friends will not accidentally stumble across it and judge you for being friends with me. And all our mutual friends who may view this are so strange themselves, they have no right to judge. So there hehehe.

Funtimes, where are you? :-(