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Obligatory birthday post~

So I’ve turned 19! Frankly it was pretty terrifying. To be this old. I entered 19 in pigtails wearing hobo wear and my dad’s slippers. Also with lots of comments about how un-19 I am.

There’s really no other way I’d like to spend my 19th. Just chilling~ with good food (and I mean SERIOUSLY GOOD FOOD) and company. Lots of noise and being a general nuisance to the public with inappropriate outbursts. Thanks all you lovely people for making this day extra special so I feel like the queen I am and everything.

Although I was at first reluctant and doubtful of my abilities to be a nineteen-year-old, I’ve come to realize that I’ve reached a very zen period of my life. Understand myself and the world more than I’ve ever have  – mostly from knowing I have friends I can trust and depend on wholeheartedly, and staying grounded to what I believe in and love, etc. those cliches. I’m not usually this maudlin, but it’s true that I’ve never felt so much myself, and so comfortable with myself.

So, I guess while the dancing in public transports making troll faces and yelling naughty bits remain, I am kind of ready to be nineteen.

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