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sometimes i wonder about pepero.. about the person who first thought it was good idea to coat a biscuit stick with chocolate with nuts attached. how do we humans keep coming up with things, and why have we not yet reached a saturation point. although i guess it is cumulative. how many years of pocky did it take for us to bring in the nuts? so much contemplation over an almond pepero.

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today i discovered the persistent state of defect my leg is in. the familiar spasm of pain taking root at the nightmare spot, spreading again the way it did the first time round. all i did was walk home instead of taking the bus, and already: this. not good at all. this means my nike lunarflys, which i took outside <5 times, shall sit quietly in my cabinet for more weeks to come. sadface.

my body has 2 modes. the state of norm is one of restlessness. i loathe immobility, and one of my insane hobbies would be to just walk and walk and walk and you get the point. unless i’m hungry. then i’m inert. i can lie so still, to pee is a horribly dreaded chore. you do not want to be there when i’m hungry. i’m passive and grumpy and whiny when.