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Just went on a massive privatising spree, fueled by paranoia. The truth is that not that many people read my blog. Still, the sense of shame that has developed late, but nonetheless arrived, gave me a mini panic attack.

Partly motivating this is a little episode one night at Vanessa’s place, hanging out with the girls. We trawled through her blog archives (all the way to primary 5!!!) and it was goodtimesfuntimes for us all. Stomach-cramping laughter at the expense of her past vapidity.

It’s alright confined within our circle (NOPE, NOT SHARING HER URL), but ugh the thought of anyone else – especially in the professional arena – chancing upon our lame kid selves is horrifying.

Plus, like i’ve lamented a million times, i feel so constrained by knowledge of how public and permanent blogs can be. :-( So many times i’ve stopped short of posting something more private. Anyway, I’ll never give this place up. Probably will break a record for longest blogging streak ever, at least locally. It’s been almost a decade!

Reminder to self: Take more photos when out for keepsake, update this place more often, no matter how mundane or lame. Lame then lame lor, i’m lame what. Ok bye!