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Summer is here again! Between productions and miscellaneous tasks, i’ve yet to get into holiday mode: mostly in my hobo gear squatting around doing work. Have not even dived into a hedonistic TV series binge watch yet. Shocker.

My brain has been feeling noisy recently. My thoughts are present and alive, but haphazard. Sometimes they drive me awake deep into the night. It’s not that i’m not at peace – i am; i feel safe and ready more than i’ve been for awhile. Maybe it’s because so many possibilities and responsibilities have blasted their doors open for me, that i feel all over the place. On the walls and under the table, wanting to be everywhere at once and therefore being nowhere concrete at all.

I want to write, to sketch, to create, to work, to go out and see beautiful things and meet people. I want to do all of this at the same time.

I have so much to offer but my erratic-frantic energy is hitting all sorts of dead ends without its eyes on a goal.

Need to find my focus.