Q

I think i really, really have a huge problem.

While all my friends are growing up and finding themselves in different ways and changing i’m still stuck in a certain time and it’s like everything i’m doing now is just a temporary little play-acting game.

I still can’t process the fact – fact – that i’d only get older from here and life will get progressively more stressful, less free, that it’ll never go back to the uniform wearing chip munching days.

It happened when i was procrastinating and was reading about someone who’s 17 and thought ‘oh, my age’, and then oh wait.

Hotdamn. I’m 19.

19. That is just.. way too old. I want to lie down and wake up and be 17 again. Like Zac Efron.

No but really, how in the world did i become 19? I’m really, really not ready for this.

At all.