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Just a little bit more (one day and 2 exams) to summer holidays. Wait for me~~~ At this point i’m beyond panicking for finals. All i want is for it TO END. So i can go home and do absolutely nothing before i start doing everything else that matters. And this is something i’d say only this semester because my grades are currently cushioned right in the middle of a class. So no unless i do drastically bad/well, it probably doesn’t make much of a difference lololol.

The fun part about finals is having friends randomly drop by, giving you exam welfare, being able to see them in person after months of busy schedules. I really appreciate every minute i can get with you guys. This holiday i will bug everyone to no end to make up for the lost time.

Today i asked myself, in my Travelling Time of Introspection, what i’m doing all these for. I’m studying psychology for myself, that’s for sure (because if left to my parents they’d want me to be a lawyer or some corporate big shot) – that’s where my interest lies and i cannot envision myself satisfied majoring in anything else. I’m doing this for my parents, for the amount of time effort and cash they have invested in me. It’s part filial piety part guilt, i feel the need to repay them and also to make sure they live a comfortable life once i’m able to provide for them.

Surprisingly there was another motivation that’s always been latent but never explicated until today. I want to do sufficiently well so my future kids can have a great childhood. It’s not about wanting to spoil them with unlimited toys and a huge house (although i’m probably that sort of mom), but sparing them from any financial worries in their formative years. I want them to live as securely as possible as long as they’re under my roof.

So.

SUMMER HERE I AM SO CLOSE ICE-CREAM, THE BEACH, AND HAPPINESS EVERYDAY!

Except not really i want to get a job kthnxbye exam soon.